I'm a stubborn bitch! A very stubborn bitch who thinks she can change the world and the whole situation. I insist to follow my way, pursue my dream, try hard to protect my loved one. I do not care about how other people think or look at me. I just want to have peace all by myself. But things are not right. NOT RIGHT. I have been pushed to the junction where I got to think what is the next step. I always thought if I do not give up, the good one will come. I have been waiting but NO.
It is the hardest to make a decision. Yet, no one knows what are the consequences of your decision. Life is always about taking a step and looking forward to a better step. I'm not sure now. Whatever step I take it feels like there is a big bomb in front of me. I have been praying for a better one comes. I hope God hears my prayer.
